I was
back home during a summer break from college. The hot afternoon sun
beat down on me as I relaxed in a lounger in the grass, Gloria next
to me half asleep with the radio playing a summer party mix. The
roses and peonies in the garden were bright and beautiful as always,
a testament of my mother’s green thumb and the grass still had the
perfect parallel lines from my father’s obsession with lawn care.
Somewhere over the wooden fence was the sound of a dog barking
happily and children laughing as they played.
I watched the clouds in the sky floating lazily overhead and
sighed contentedly as a breeze brought cooling relief over my toasted
skin. Somewhere behind me I could hear my mom and dad talking. They
were discussing what order to put dinner on the grill, working out
timings so that dinner would be done at once and nothing would end up
cold. They were playfully bickering over the order of the vegetables
and how dad liked his corn to be mush and mom still liked it to have
some texture.
The smell of the grill wafted over to me, deep and smoky, and I
inhaled deeply. The dorm meals had not been the best and even just
the smell of the fire starting was tantalizing. My stomach growled
and I started to turn tell my parents that I couldn’t wait to eat
when Gloria woke up with a start and grabbed my wrist. I could feel
the fear flowing from her to me and I met her blue eyes and saw she
had tears in them.
“No.”
I could see her lips move but no sound came out. The knowledge of
what she was saying came from somewhere in my head, like she was
talking to me psychically but still had to move her lips to do it.
“Run, please.”
I furrowed my brow in confusion. We were having a great time
sunning ourselves, no books or exams looming to stress us out. It was
a great day, why was she afraid? I went to move my head again to look
at my parents and her hand snapped from my wrist to my face,
preventing me from looking at them.
“Focus!”
I stared into her eyes, silently pleading for her to just explain
when the delightfully smoky aroma of the grill turned acrid and
cloying. It wasn’t the small of a lazy backyard grill, it was the
smell of burning paint and plastics.
As if she understood that I was finally getting it, the tears in
her eyes fell and she jerked me to her, pulling me into a tight hug.
Her skin was wonderfully warm from the sun and despite the terrible
smoke I could smell the artificial scent of the coconut in her
sunscreen. I wanted the hug to never end, just be held by her so
safely and securely forever.
I woke up choking. Clawing my way out of my blanket fort in a
panic, I swept my eyes around the room expecting to see a raging
fire. Luckily, there was nothing but a thin haze that was seeping
into the apartment from under the door. Distantly, I could hear
crackling from somewhere in the building and my heart dropped to my
feet. I was so unprepared for this.
Thudding at the hallway door followed by a muffled plea for help
woke the zombie beneath my feet. They charged the front door of their
apartment and began smacking on it, trying to claw their way out.
Another set of thuds on the hallway door, more desperate this time.
The time for being cautious was over for now. I couldn’t ignore
someone begging for help during an emergency.
Ignoring the aches and pains that were still very much front and
center after all the gardening work I threw open my door and a cloud
of smoke rolled in from the hallway. The acrid smoke burned my eyes
on contact and my lungs felt tight, making me start coughing within
seconds. Desperate to get whoever it was rescued from behind the door
I tore at the strips of cloth until I had pulled them off the door
handle and I pushed at the door.
With a weak gasp a teenage girl with long brown hair and brown
eyes stumbled through the door and clasped onto me like she was
having trouble standing. She was coughing horribly with snot running
from her nose and her eyes shockingly red with tears streaming down
her face.
“Help!” she managed to yelled between coughs.
My body finally kicked into action and I helped her walk to my
apartment, though I mostly had to drag her. At the fire escape window
she swayed on unsteady feet as I opened the window and cleared out of
the way the various plant pots I had set below the sill.
The crackling was getting louder, the roar of flames was starting
to drown out the sound of the zombie downstairs. The pounding of my
heart in my chest was the only other thing I could hear as I motioned
for the girl to climb out of the window. She scrambled out the window
and threw herself onto the metal grates, gasping clear air into her
lungs.
I looked around at my apartment in a panic. I likely didn’t have
much time to figure out what I should grab. My walker wasn’t going
to fit through the window, but my makeshift cane spear would. Moving
as fast as I could I grabbed my backpack and threw a few of the
knives from my weapon pouch into the pack and then hobbled around
gathering the last few containers of saved water that still had lids.
A few cans of food that could be eaten cold got tossed in, then with
the smoke billowing in now black and feeling like tar in my lungs,
the last items I could manage were my medication haphazardly pushed
from the bedside table top into the bag.
“Careful!” I yelled as I shoved the spear cane through the
window and the girl scurried over to the side to avoid getting
stabbed.
Without time to consider the easiest or safest way for me to
manage it, I hefted myself through the window backwards, using the
power of my legs to scoot to safety quickly. The pain in my back and
hips was the last thing on my mind, but I could tell that somewhere
down the line I was going to have to suffer through the consequences
of my running around for the first time in years.
We both laid on her backs panting and coughing. There was a strong
roar from below that I assumed was a raging fire and loud thumps of
things falling and hopefully zombies trying to smash their way out of
the building as they burned. The roaring didn’t sound like any fire
I had heard before, but in that moment where I was just grateful to
suck clean air into my lungs I wasn’t going to question it.
I had been exposed much less to the smoke, so after a couple of
minutes I felt well enough to roll my head to the side to check on
the girl. She was still coughing heavily and her face was slick with
mucus and tears, but her breathing did seem to be easier out in the
fresh night air. She was definitely a teenager, though to be fair
anyone under thirty seemed to look like a teenager to me these days.
Her clothes were singed and covered in smoke, but looked to be a
purple velour sweatsuit set. One of those that pretended to be a high
end fashion brand but without the weird words across the butt.
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The sound of glass shattering somewhere below us prompted me to
try to take stock of our surroundings. The fire escape above us was
dark, but from what I could tell it was empty, but when I rolled over
to look down fear gripped my throat. Instead of a dozen zombies in
the alley, there were a hundred or more, their forms writhing
together to push against the walls as they tried to get into the
doors and windows of the bottom floor. The roar I had been hearing
was not roaring flames, but the battle cries of a horde of undead
pushing towards our location. The flames that were reflected in the
glass seemed to have drawn them in and hypnotized them towards the
single purpose of getting to the fire.
“Oh fuck…” the girl said next to me. She had managed to turn
over and had followed my horrified gaze down.
I nodded my agreement.
She glanced towards the window which was billowing out thicker
smoke by the minute. It was only a matter of time before the fire
took over the apartment as well, but going down the fire escape was
obviously out of the question.
“What do we do?” she asked and coughed again, then wiped her
face with the sleeve of her sweatshirt. “We can’t go down there.”
“We definitely can’t,” I agreed. “We’ll have to stay
here and hope.”
I reached out and patted the side of the brick building and then
scooted over to where there was a small part of the landing where it
was just the brick of the building without the window. It would be
barely big enough for both of us and we would be sitting ducks if any
of the zombies below got enough of a whiff of us to distract them
from their apparent love of fire, but it was the only choice we had.
The girl let out a sob, but followed my lead and pressed into the
small corner next to me. In normal circumstances it would be very
strange to huddle so close with a stranger, but in survival mode I
didn’t give it a second thought. I put my arm around her and pulled
her in closer and away from the smoke. She was shivering terribly out
of fear or being cold, perhaps both.
I manoeuvred my spear over to me with my foot and grabbed the
handle to have it pointed towards the downwards stairs just in case.
I knew we were completely done for without any hope if they did make
their way up, but it made me feel secure to think that maybe I could
at least buy us a few more seconds for some kind of miracle to happen
just in case.
Several minutes later the fire reached my apartment and the window
lit up from the inside. Tears flowed freely down my face as all the
planning and effort I had put in were being destroyed with no hope of
any of it being recoverable. Even if I did survive the night and
could make my way out through the zombies below somehow, I had
nothing and would be all the weaker now. That was it, it was game
over for me, I might as well walk myself into the horde below and
give up. Had the girl pressed against me not been there, I might have
actually done it, but getting up to go now would only alert them to
our position and I would not put her as risk for my own selfish
desire to give up.
It was shocking just how quickly the fire went from a warm glow
inside to completely licking out of the window. The heat was
oppressive, even making the brick of the building warm against me.
For The first few minutes it actually felt kind of nice, but it
quickly became too warm, though there was no where else for us to go
so there was nothing to do but to just sit and try to ignore the
burning sensation against the left side of my body.
The girl next to me began to shake me and she pointed into the
darkness down the alleyway. There was a glint of firelight coming
from somewhere other than the building. A zombie had gotten to the
fire and it was now spreading from zombie to zombie like a trickle of
water growing into a stream. The zombie stumbled into another
catching them on fire, then they went on to stumble into others and
the chain reaction continued until the whole alleyway was filled with
flaming zombies thrashing and continuing to pound on the building.
They had managed to break into the building at some point and were
funnelling inside slowly, both spreading the fire more and those that
weren’t already lit would soon be burning as well.
It was horribly fascinating to see their complete indifference to
being on fire. They must have had no ability to feel pain because
they barely seemed to notice. Some of the zombies had noticed each
other on fire and had broken into clumping groups as they clawed at
the burning zombie as they themselves then lit on fire. They had no
sense of self preservation and it seemed as if maybe they didn’t
even really recognize each other. It unsettled me to my core to see
them acting not only so inhuman, but I couldn’t think of any animal
that would so starkly lack any self preservation as well. They felt
alien and quite stupid, it was a complete mystery to me how exactly
the world had ended to a group of things that were so easily
manipulated. Quite literally like moths to flames. Maybe my
misanthropic ideas about humanity had been right all along and
humanity had been truly brain dead enough to fall to the least
impressive of threats.
Eventually the fire started to recede from the window and the
zombies in the alley had slowly burned into crackling piles of burned
flesh. More were wandering in from time to time from other parts of
the city, but they too were stupid enough to walk right up to the
still burning piles and catch themselves on fire as well. Maybe given
enough time all the zombies in the city would be lured over and burn
themselves out. That would be convenient, though pretty anti-climatic
way for humanity to take back everything. I felt hopeful that it
might be true, though I felt deep down that it felt way too easy and
reality was never easy.
“So, I’m Sophia,” the girl next to me whispered.
“I turned my head to meet her eyes and replied, “Claire.”
She nodded and scooted away to give me space now that the worst of
the fire had gone out. I gratefully pulled myself away from the wall
and gritted my teeth against the sharp feeling of the skin that was
touching the wall rubbing against the inside of my clothing. I was
definitely burned which just added to the likelihood that my end of
the line was coming up.
“I guess you’re the person who was holed up in the hallway,
huh?” She laughed slightly.
“And you’re the person who left the note?”
She nodded, then glanced into what was left of my apartment and
winced. “Guess we’re stuck together now.”
I let out a long sigh. “Did you get a chance to see my note?”
“No, you left one? I went back to check a couple of times and
didn’t see one.”
“I left it there late this afternoon, you must have not had a
chance before the fire started.”
Her eyes darted from the inside of the building, then over to me
and guilt washed over her features, but her lips stayed in a thin
line.
“No matter,” I continued, “but I did tell you that I’m
disabled. Not exactly who you might want to team up with.”
I didn’t quite understand why I was shooting myself in the foot
and potentially giving up working with someone, but it just felt
wrong to lie. Maybe if they had been an adult and not someone I had
spent the night holding close while they shivered in fear I would
have kept the lie up for a while. It felt unfair to someone so young
and with potential to survive long term to hold them back.
“Oh, that sucks,” she said and wrinkled her brow into a frown,
“but that’s okay, I don’t judge.”
“I will slow you down,” I suggested, again, against my better
judgement.
“Look if you don’t want to stick together, I get it, I mean I
started this whole mess…” she trailed off and fresh tears poured
down her face. “I was just cold and I didn’t know it would get
out of hand.”
I pulled myself closer to her, set aside my spear, and grabbed her
shaking hands.
“That’s not what I meant,” I explained gently. “I just
meant you’re young and healthy and I would understand if you didn’t
want someone slower to put you in danger.”
She looked up at me with shock in her eyes. “So you’re not
mad?”
I glanced into the charred remains of my apartment and sorrow rose
in my throat. Everything was gone, all my hard work and effort had
been for nothing. Yet, I didn’t feel mad at her, she obviously
didn’t mean to do any of it.
“No, I’m not mad. Sometimes things happen. Bad things
especially seem to happen in a way that we can’t predict. We’ll
just have to make the best of it.”