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Arc 2: Stone - Chapter 14: I Will Die Showing Them the Sun

  The archive smells of dust and a strange, sweet vinegar. Rows of glass jars line metal shelves that stretch into darkness. A soft, pearlescent light spills from my hands, illuminating the first jar. It holds a liver, shrunken and pale.

  I move down the line. A foot with a delicate ankle. A clot of red hair, weeping pigment into the liquid.

  The next jar holds two hands. Clasped together. The fingers are locked, a final, desperate connection preserved in cloudy fluid.

  My eyes drift down to the small, brass plaque affixed to its base. It says:

  Specimen 8B. Separation Failure during processing.

  I turn from the jars and move deeper into the archive. The air here is different. It smells of old wool and musty paper.

  The shelves are piled high with the things people carried. A stack of letters tied with a faded blue ribbon. A silver locket, its surface tarnished, its clasp refusing to open.

  On the top shelf, a small, knitted bear sits alone. Its button eyes are loose. One of its ears is missing. I do not touch it. I just look.

  All I see is the toy Belladonna lost when she was five, the one I spent an entire afternoon searching for in the rain.

  My skin provides the only light as I leave the shadows of the archive. A lone Collector stands at a shelf, moving with a stiff, inefficient rhythm. For a long moment, I watch him work. He carries a vial from a large crate on the floor, walks ten paces to the shelf, places it, and walks back. Crate. Walk. Shelf. Walk. It is the work of a man who has been taught a task, not one who understands it.

  The other Collectors in the corridor pause, their heads tilting in unison toward us.

  I stop beside the first Collector. He can feel me there. The muscles in his back are a tight sheet of iron beneath his tunic. I walk past him, pick up an empty tray from a nearby table, and begin placing vials from the crate onto it, grouping them by the colour.

  He freezes mid-step, a vial held in his hand. His silver mask is turned towards me, a blank slate of confusion.

  I say nothing. I just continue my work. I fill the tray, walk it to the shelf, and unload a dozen vials in the time it has taken him to place one. I turn back to the crate.

  He is still standing there. Frozen. Then, as if his limbs are dredging themselves through thick mud, he mirrors my action. He finds another tray. He begins to sort.

  For a moment, we work. We find a rhythm. Sort. Carry. Shelf. The bunching muscles in his shoulders release. His movements become less robotic, more fluid.

  He reaches into the crate for another vial. His hand, relaxed for the first time in what might be years, slips.

  The vial falls. The glass hits the stone floor.

  He does not move. He just stands there, his hand frozen in the air where the vial used to be. A small, choked noise escapes him, the sound of a gear catching in a broken clock. Then he lowers himself to his knees. He begins to pick at the sharp fragments.

  The corridor has gone still. Every other Collector has stopped. Their silver faces are all turned towards us. Towards me.

  I kneel. The air smells of the spilt chemical. It reminds me of the soap Donna used to scour the keg lines. A smell that promised a bitter first pint if you didn't rinse it through.

  The Collector picks up a shard of glass. A drop of blood wells up on his fingertip where the glass has cut him. It is dark. Almost black.

  "Stop," I say.

  His hand freezes.

  "That is an order," I add.

  He releases the shard. It makes a small sound against the stone. His head lifts. The mask faces me.

  I reach out and pick up one of the largest, sharpest pieces of glass. I hold it in my palm. Then I place the shard on an empty tray. I begin to clear the rest.

  He watches me. For a long time, he just watches. Then, his own hand, the one with the drop of blood, reaches for another shard. We clear the glass together. In silence.

  When we are done, I place a hand on his shoulder. From this angle, I can see the back of his collar. Stamped into the material is a number: 60.

  I look at him, at the rigid line of his shoulders.

  "It is not a weakness," I say, speaking of the tremor in his hands.

  His mask turns to me. The void of his eyes seems to search my face.

  "It hurts," he rasps, the sound dry and cracked.

  "I know," I say.

  A sound comes from the far end of the long corridor. A low, wet, sucking noise, like a great beast pulling its foot from deep mud.

  He goes rigid. He scrambles to his feet without a word and resumes his task as if nothing had happened.

  I ease back into a shadowed alcove. I press myself flat against the cold stone, holding my breath.

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  Then comes another sound. A heavy tread on the stone floor. One. Then another. Each step makes a sound like a large stone being dropped on a frozen lake.

  A dark figure emerges from the shadows at the end of the hall.

  It's Maximus Reap. He passes my hiding place, his cloak of faces sucking the air from the space.

  I do not breathe until the sound of his boots fades, until the door at the other end of the hall makes its final, sealing groan.

  The hope from my moment with the Collector at the shelf is a small, steady heat in my gut. I found a single, living ember in an endless field of cold ash. It is enough.

  I push off from the wall, my eyes searching the corridor. I look past the silver masks, past the rigid postures. I start looking for the person inside. The hand that trembles. The head that tilts a fraction too slow. The shoulder that lowers when no one is watching.

  It is then, from a half-open doorway, that I hear it. A hummed melody, so quiet it's almost just a vibration in the air. The pitch is high and clear, a pure note that cuts through the compound's low drone. I recognise the tune. It is an old lullaby from the northern villages.

  I peer inside. A Collector stands with their back to me, swaying. The uniform hangs loose on a frame slighter than the others I have seen, the shoulders of the tunic bunching. Where the collar meets her neck, I glimpse the worn number: 24, stamped into the fabric.

  I begin to hum the harmony. A low, quiet counter-melody, a bass note for her clear soprano.

  She freezes. The lullaby dies in her throat. She turns with the slow dread of someone caught in a private, sacred act.

  "Your presence is unscheduled."

  "Her words emerge, each one a flat, identical stone. The cadence beneath is softer, the pitch higher than the others. There's no threat in her tone.

  "So is yours," I say, nodding towards the empty room. "This is not your workstation."

  Her silver mask stares at me.

  I hum the first line of the lullaby again.

  A shudder runs through her body. Then, against all logic, against all programming, her own hum joins mine. It is quiet. It is shaky.

  When the harmony fades, her gloved hand lifts, settling over her chest.

  Her hand over her heart. That's the crack in the armour. That's where the person is.

  "You miss your family," I say.

  Her mask turns to me. "Emotional attachments are purged during conditioning."

  "They missed a spot," I say.

  I see her hands knot into fists. "Humanity is a liability."

  "Then why are you hiding in here to sing a lullaby?"

  After a long moment, the confession comes. "I sang it to my son… every night."

  She turns away.

  "What was his name?" I ask her rigid back.

  She shakes her head. "The name is not… accessible."

  She turns and moves toward the door, but stops just beside me. We stand parallel, close enough that I can hear her breathing through the mask's filter. Her head tilts toward me. Her mask is a blank wall. But from behind it comes a sound.

  It is the sound of a lock, rusted shut for years, being forced. A dry, scraping consonant. "Rrr—"

  The sound chokes itself off. A small, violent shudder wracks her body. She stumbles, about to flee the crime scene of her own memory.

  I stop her. Not with a hand. With a name.

  "Rory," I say. The name is a quiet thing in the long corridor. But I see the impact shudder through her shoulders. She stops, her back to me.

  I see him. Not the drunkard of last week, but the boy from a few years back. A younger Rory, maybe sixteen. He stood at the bar, his face flushed, telling a story about his mother. About how she had sung the sickness out of children, how her voice had been the only real magic in Greyhollow. He said it with a pure, uncomplicated love that a parent would kill to hear from his own child.

  "His name is Rory," I say again, my voice harder now. "He drinks too much ale at my tavern. And he is still trying to sing your songs. He is a terrible singer. But he never stops."

  She brings a hand to her silver mask, her fingers tracing the empty space where a mouth would be. As if she is trying to remember how to speak his name.

  Her hand falls. Then she turns and flees.

  I watch her go until she is just another shadow in the long corridor. My attention drifts to the other silent, working figures. The other numbers. Each one a story that has been erased. A family that has been broken.

  The thought of finding the other ends of these broken strings is a terrible, beautiful compulsion.

  I take a breath. The scent of chemicals and musty wool is still there. But beneath it, for the first time, I smell something else. Something warmer. Something human, clinging to the edges of all that sterile efficiency.

  Every closed door is a question. Every silent, shuffling figure is a life I must learn.

  I turn the corner to find my next person.

  I find a monstrosity instead.

  My first thought is a guard dog. A hulking shape on all fours. One of Maximus's beasts, perhaps.

  But no dog moves with such a painful, dragging sound. Like a wet towel being dragged over broken stone. No dog is a ruin of weeping pink skin.

  My body wants to run. My mind wants to unsee.

  A Collector strides past it without a second glance. He points to a slatted iron grate in the floor, from which a thick, black liquid oozes. He barks a word. "Purge."

  The heap of meat makes a low, guttural noise of understanding and begins to drag itself towards the filth.

  It turns toward me as it moves. For the first time, I see its face. A nose has collapsed into a cheek. The jaw is a swollen, asymmetrical lump. But the eyes are clear. The eyes of a frightened boy stare out from the ruin of its face.

  The creature sees the horror on my face. It sees my revulsion. It stops its slow, painful shuffle. For a moment, it looks as if it might cower, might try to fold its own wretched form inward to hide from my scrutiny.

  But then it does something else. It lifts one of its front limbs. The paw-like appendage is a knot of fused fingers, but a single, recognisable thumb remains. With an effort that makes the muscles in its deformed shoulder tremble, it flexes that thumb. The gesture is slow. It is intentional.

  It is a wave. A small, perfect, human wave.

  I lift my perfect, glowing hand.

  I wave back.

  It points to itself. Then to me. Then a circle, tracing the shape of the corridor around us.

  I give a slow nod.

  Its eyes crinkle at the corners. It pats its chest, a soft, thudding sound of meat on meat. Then, with a focus that seems to cost it everything, it traces four letters in the air. T. E. D. D. Y.

  "Teddy?"

  It nods, a great, enthusiastic bob of its swollen head.

  "Unauthorised interaction. Terminate."

  A Collector pulls me away. His fingers are five points of cold, unyielding pressure. I am a thing being moved.

  "Report on Subject Teddy," the Collector intones, as if I have requested a file. "Origin Blackthorn. A flawed acquisition from twenty seasons ago. His transformation was… unstable."

  I look over my shoulder at Teddy. He takes a half-step back, shifting away from us.

  Why does he still have a name? Why did they let him keep that one, beautiful thing?

  "His resistance to our methods is statistically significant. Thirty seven corrective procedures were attempted. All failed. Subject is deemed inefficient, but useful for specific tasks. Termination is not recommended despite physical inefficiencies."

  There is a pause, and then the Collector continues. "Subject Teddy is deemed incompatible with standard uniform. Excessive deformation of limbs and cranial bloating prevent correct fitting. Mask usage deemed unnecessary due to facial disfigurement exceeding eighty percent threshold."

  The Collector releases my arm and strides away. I walk back to Teddy. He immediately looks down at my arm, the one the Collector had gripped. His concern is a warmth in this cold corridor.

  A father's heart moves my limbs. I pull him into my arms. It is an awkward, clumsy embrace. He is stiff at first, a statue of shock. Then, with a shudder that seems to start at the very root of him, he gives in. He clings to me, a drowning boy holding onto a piece of driftwood.

  He begins to cry.

  Then my own tears fall.

  I look past his ruined shoulder at the other silent figures in the corridor. The other broken souls of this place.

  I will lead them all home. I will carry every last one of them out of this darkness, or I will die showing them the sun.

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