I am very sorry to say the following, but, I am forced to stop writing, at least for some time, due to, being frank, depression.

  The story in my heart is several dozens of chapters ahead. I know what I want to write I know every twist that I want to use, even jokes and gags I want to put in each scene, but, I am unable to.

  For the past three weeks, I have been opening files to write several times, and each time I would either write several words or nothing at all.

  In my current condition, I am just unable to put words from my head onto the "paper". I am sorry for that, being aware that some of you are waiting for a new chapter, and that I fail you, only fuels my anxiety even more.

  All my days blended together. By now, I don't even know what's the day of the week or month it is, unless I check it on phone. My mind is light and absent, and my body is heavy and drowsy, both being unwilling to move...

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  I am having some 'problems' at work, currently looking for some sort of replacement, but, due to covid, looking for a job is really, really hard.

  I am just feeling like a burnout with no future, nothing I do gives me relief. I stopped enjoying movies, games, due to the plague I can't even really leave the house.

  I think, that I will start looking for psychiatrist help.

  Again, sorry for keeping you 'waiting' for nearly 3 weeks now, only to update with no chapter, but another hiatus.

  I don't know how long it might take. Maybe, if a miracle would happen, I would write something new even tomorrow, or later today.... but, chances are ridiculously low for that to happen.

  I also wish t help you. My current situation is difficult, and, in the hardest time, I would just re-read all your reviews and comments.

  Thank you for your support. It made me somehow 'last' to another day. I am again sorry for not being able to give you another chapter, even though I promised so many times to post, first three times per week, then twice, then at least once...

  I really hope, that once my 'head' would be normal again, I would reward you all the wait.

  Again, thank you for being with me, and again - please, bear with me some more. I am trying my best.